let the drummer KICK

Well as you know the month of september is always the beginning of school. I'm not quite sure why they chose the best month of the year to start school because it just makes me want to completely drop out.



I really related to the children in this picture...I feel the exact same way about school right now! This year more than normal I have had absolutely NO motivation for anything. This may be because I am actually an official "senior" which is seriously SO WEIRD!!!

I would have never guessed college would go by so fast. I mean I technically have more than one year of school (obviously...when have I ever known exactly what I want to do with my life??) but it still is so weird to think I have been at BYU for almost FOUR YEARS! It kind of freaks me out some days. It's so crazy to be in this stage in life, in between being a young adult and a real one. You have the comfort of just saying I'm going to school when you don't really have an exact clear plan, but you also have the reality of life flashing in your face every so often that makes you recognize you have to make the most of your time!

So again...I think. A lot. But I just have been pondering how close I am to the end and how I really need to have a plan. I've been so content lately with the fact that all my old plans failed so I haven't REALLY defined a new one. AHHHH! : / It's freaking me out cuz really I would love to just make jewelry, own a floral shop, and write music or something...not go to 4 more years of school to be a physical therapist! So ya that is my head right now...a complete tornado of ideas. Trying to decipher between what I want to do and what I should do...there is quite a difference and I'm trying to find something that involves both!

Anyway this fall has been awesome so far! Probably too much fun cuz it definitely feels like summer still until I look at my planner and see the 4 TESTS I HAVE THIS WEEK!!! The new move was truly what I was supposed to do tho. I miss all my girls at the house so much but I needed the change. Thank goodness I still see the tenders every once in a while! But change truly is necessary sometimes...it is SO hard to do. But when you know it's something you have to do you have to act on it! Well Happy Wednesday...these are all the thoughts I have time to write now! I'll update random events of life soon!

Peace and Love
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